I've been feeling so empty lately... Incapable of physical pleasure, positive emotions, empathy and love.
Apparently, being close to me is like dealing with a bpd woman but on steroids...
Omggg can you believe my bf said that? x_x
He's not wrong at all so I'm trying to get better.
Despite the hopelessness that pervades my past present and future...

What did I wake up to this sunny morning
When I found my way back to the reality I've been avoiding
A thorn that could not be plucked out
And pain amidst a tearful soundtrack once again